Friday, June 10, 2011

Is it possible to look into your eyes and feel the same again? I was told 'Everything changes'. That also includes the doors of your eyes that opened to the other world, isn't it? Everything changes, yes, to be sure, everything changes. The doors that were your eyes...

The thin air has thickened so much. The space is irreducible, though once I knew that thick walls could be reduced, and hearts could meet, and the doors could open to the other world. Is it possible that everything changes? Why does it?

When the ocean hits the stones with its waves, is it pleasure or pain? Do you feel again? Can you feel? Do you still see? Are you You?

"Trust me, you are safe." But nobody really means it. "Trust me..." But I don't trust you. "...you are safe."

I am safe, yes, in the labyrinth of my soul. The roads cross and recross in my dreams, in my nightmares. Do the doors open and see? Do the doors open to welcome me?

There was nobody who walked on the other side of you. No one gliding up the white road. You are alone, quite alone. You cannot give me what you never had.

And the doors now close, though I see them open. I cannot see anything inside. It's quite dark, miserably dark. Do I dare to lose my way in it? Should I suffer myself more?

Everything changes. But the suffering remains; it reiterates, it is situated in time, and transcends the timeless.

Now that I see it... Does it really matter if I look into your eyes? Does it matter if you can see? Because after all, you, with all the glories of your exceptional eyes, can only see through the looking-glass.

2 comments:

neiladri said...

hey dr..looks like yuv grwn up quite a lot..i read yur blogs and im a fan f it ..so kip writing..seems to hav a crush n ur writing

the structure of mit said...

sob sob, meow meow ;)